My mind is totally blank...
my heart is just empty...
i cant do anything....
except for punching my own head....
and run tears down my cheek...
i have nothing with me anymore....
nothing...

i am all alone now...
guess.... this is the only place for me...
i dunno who can i tell...
i dunno who can i talk to....
there r loads of things.. loads and loads of things...
i need to take this myself.

am i doin the right thing?
am i making the right decision?
i cant smile.

it hurts so much...
it hurts me so badly...
tmr i am presenting didnt u know tat?
and you didnt wish me luck...
pushin myself thru all de drawings....
pushin myself thru all de emotions...
pushin myself thru everythin!

all i hope is you to care for me a bit more....
i love you...
is there no turning back for us?