A better day

I went running about outdoor in the morning...
i just couldnt take it to keep thinking bout her...
especially every morning when i am awake...
running makes me feel better...
concentrating on my stamina...
and clear my mind off anything...
felt better after running...

i went to oxford city with my fren today...
he walk around with me...
anywhere... just anywhere...
til we meet wonders all over the places...
we saw students from oxford...
it should be graduation day since they are wearing robe...
it is nice to graduate...
one day i will graduate with my own capability....

i felt happy walking around...
seeing many things... people... and food...
i will upload sum photos later on...
there r in my ice cream...
today... i can set my mind of u...
but once in a while... i miss you...
saw a bakery...
and a cake...with happy birthday bailey on it...
then i thought of bailey....
how has he been...
i miss bailey too...

we walk until we came back to St. Mary Church...
its a great big church... but didnt get any photos in there...
felt calm in the church...
with all the piano playing... i luv them.
i lit a candle and pray.....
:)

when going back in the bus...
i kept quiet thinking....
there are so many things that happen recently...
indeed b4 everythin happen...
i did read in a book about november dragon...
which says...
something bad might happen to my relationship...
and there is a need to be mature in solving my problem...

came to oxford so far to study...
it set us really far apart...
(i am not saying i am wrong to come and study...
and not saying u r wrong for the things happen...
we are totally not...
feelings changed.. i understan)
i know how de distance could change us...
b4 coming...
i already make the worst decision...
to let go if there is nothin i can do...
for both our happiness and future...
its just my emotion that lag me to this..

i will be alright day by day...
i want to see the world too...