I m so not me

I wish nth of this happen b4...
I m so not me today...
making myself send cold msges to the dearest person im my heart...
and limitting myself to not send her msges...
....
..
but then i realise mayb i should give you more freedom...
mayb i should really reduce my worries and care on you...
am i being stubborn?
i dunno...
thinkin back at our pass...
i have always been there for you...
is it better if we give each other some personal space...
mayb this will help in our relationship...
i always misses u so much even that we communicate everyday...
but having today trying not to msg or call you..
i realise....
i misses you even more... the feeling of imaging ur smile in my heart...
the feeling of imaging your face in my mind...
and... i realise that you r really deep inside my heart...
then i am asking...
is it de same to you too?...
are you missing me too?...
i wonder....

be happy and stay cheerful always..