I dream of you

When we are far apart...
i am in here...
and you are in there...
you once told me that...
we will both hug the pillows together...
now that we are further apart...
i see how much important this phrase mean...
especially it is the closest thing of ours to me now...
will you still be hugging our pillow?
i hope you appreciate it.

i woke up at 11am(kl)...
thinking...
how are you...
noticing you slept so late last nite...
you must be exhausted.

i was looking at my phone...
until i fall back asleep again...
and then... i dream about you...
it woke me up sweating...

it was a silly dream...
i dream of myself trying to go online....
trying one time after another...
first time was connected for a few minutes...
just manage to say hi and it disconnected...
because of the overloading stuff cos my sis in the pc...
clearing them... trying to connect again...
again connected but the line drop right away...
having myself to text you...
telling you how bad my line was...
i know it do sure hurts you...
and it was again the 3rd time...
when i fix the line already...
being happy bout it and while typing the password...
to be connected...
my dad has the plug taken off to change wall plug.
i was totally shock.. y did he do tat?

i dunno why i have such a dream...
but i realise it sumhow reflects us in our love...
that... its not easy for us to be together...
and that we have gone thru really so much together...
also i think of..
you must be very hurt...
each time i have given you hope...
and couldnt succeed it...
sumtimes having you wait...
and often being delay of sum reasons...
i am sorry... i do care...