Me

i spent much of my time today with....
someone who i care...so much...
someone important to me no matter what happen...
i did somethin today...
was doubtful about it at first bcos am not confidence with it...
afraid that it will end up de same way again...
afraid that things will turn out bad again...
but thinkin back at what am i doubting....
feels really unreasonable to me...
i can really feel your feelings i am sure...
and u can really feel my feelings..
and i am sure about it...
always.. think for urself...
for wat u care...
for wat u want...
for wat u love...
take your time...
since we both are busy...
....
..
the one month separation....
do makes me grew up alot....
and changed my point of view of a relationship....
a relationship....
is not responsible....
its not only about the 2 of us...
is not about sticking with each other every moment..
not about trying de very best to give de best to ur lover...
....
sometimes... being too good will make your love one worry...
being natural is de right way...
....
i realise how silly i am to spend all my time on you...
not that I mean it is not an act of a loving bf...
but it does not need to take all that to be someone loving...
being relax... happy... and sweet....
is important...
being as a couple is wonderful...
but time for friends is still important too...
thinkin of myself being jealous...
or often worrying bout sumtin unnecessary is really childish...


mayb i am more open-minded now...
mayb i am more understanding now...
but what i know is....
....
..
....
I want to bring happiness and lovingness...
to me and you...

ke neng bu hui yi bei zi zai yi qi...
bu guo ai... yi bei zi dou hui chun zai....
ying wei dai gei wo kuai le de ni....
yi ran zai wo xin li

smile =) be happy always