Like a Child. Just Like a Child

I know I have been reckless for the pass few months...
Cheating myself... Turning myself from the truth to face...
And being an idiot struggling over past memories...
I see myself like a child... that doesn't know how to handle love...
doesn't know how to make myself better and people around me alright...
I do wanna let go... but I m unwilling to let go...
Afraid of losing every single moment that we had...
afraid of losing every single smiles and laughter that we shared...
But when its time to go... means its time to leave...
I need to be mature... at lease grown up...
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To those who are there for me when i m lost....
Thanks for being there for me...
And sorry for my uncertain behavior all this while...
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To those who I love and care...
I love you
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I will be tough