Koda Kumi – Moon Crying

Koda Kumi – Moon Crying

Lyrics: Kumi Koda
Music: Miwa Furuse

I am on the road
I used to walk with you
Walking beneath the moon
While singing a sad melody

I didn’t mean to put that expression on your face
Even though I loved you
I made you feel sad
And there were tears that day

I can’t tell you how much
I want to see you no matter how hard I try
If these pouring words will reach you
I want to think of you as I sing

I can’t tell you how much
I want to see you no matter how hard I try
Tonight I realized something once again
That I’m still in love with you…

When we meet I act selfishly
And sometimes I say too much
But you smile and forgive me
Because you’re an adult

I thought you were alone
If I had “realized”
If I had been able to “softly reach out my hand”
Then “warmth” and “time”
Would have been “ours” right?

I can’t tell you how much
I want to see you no matter how hard I try
If these pouring words will reach you
I want to think of you as I sing

If I could go back to that day
That would be all I needed
Tonight I realized something once again
That I’m still in love with you…

Now I want to show in this song
What I couldn’t put into words
If my overflowing emotions will reach you
I want to think of you as I sing

Tonight I want to look up at the vast sky
And walk together with my loved one
To that place where the moon shines
I want to always, always be at his side

Hold my hand and never let go…

some people says...
living with the most wonderful person for real...
is the most wonderful thing in life...

or having the most wonderful assets...
is the most wonderful pleasure to live...

but to me...

having a true love in heart...
is... more than life...

and appreciating more than what i m living with...
is more than pleasure of life...

Happiness

Appreciate what we have

happy living my life for who i am..
happy living my life with what i have..
and people i love around me...
indeed...
there is so much more...
that i want to achieve...
to enjoy and to appreciate more...

dreams might not be real...
but dreams will come true...
property is fluid...
but experience is static...

we might not get what we want at time or forever...
but having what we want is a gift from god... thx!

i hope all my love ones share my happiness with me...
now that i think of so much i wanna do...
money may be the answer to it...
but not the 'everything' to life...
more or less...
much or little...
they will come slowly i know...
cos i m working hard...and loving myself.. lol...

i always used to have a few dreams....
dreams that are hard to achieve...
dreams that are very impossible...
=)
but i will... realise them....

i luv the sea...
actually...
the sound of waves...
smell of fresh air...
movement of wind...
warmth of the sunshine...
and the freedom of life....


Riva 86' Domino

extracted from
http://www.yatzer.com/1885_the_new_86_domino_by_riva__st.tropez,_part.01

or mayb i could design a boat interior to my feeling and concept..
with a boat specialist =)...

the feeling of achieving dreams by myself...
is much more promising and wonderful...
then i will appreciate more =P

haha..dreams....
hong u r dreaming.
always dreaming

ai

ai shi ru he?
zhen ai yu shi ru he ner?
ai yi ge ren yao zhen xin
ai yi ge ren yao tan chen
ai yi ge ren yao dong de ai zi ji
ai bu shi shi qu zi ji
shi qu le zi ji... ni de ai ren jiu shi qu le ni...
ai yao zi ran

don't know why i am thinking of all this recently

_me_




Doesnt want to post in fb..so ended up posting here..
mess around wit ah yee..haha...
played wit the santa hat! haha

miss my bed
miss my boaster
miss my pillow
miss my room
miss my house
miss dad mum sis
miss everyone
miss everythin
i m so happy
glad to be back!
but i m missin
david.. belle.. andy.. stew...alex.. =.=
lol XD

receive a few nice songs today...
ai ke yi chung lai yi bian ma?
qi ji hui chu xian ma?
mei ren zi dao...
.
.
.
xiao yi xiao kan shi jie ba...
yi qie dou shun qi zi ran ba...

almost everyone went home...
sitting in de room..
doin nth...
its negative out there...
better not go out in the cold...
my skin...
its so cold here =(...
my skin is drying up...
pimpers start growin..
=(

=)

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Movie spreeeeeeeeeeeee

so many movies wanna watch!!!!!!
Sherlock Holmes! top of the list!
The Storm Warriors!
The Imaginarium of Doctor Parnassus (Johnny Depp!!!)
Alvin and The Chipmunks 2
Twilight New Moon! its still on!
Thx u!wakakaka
2012!!
Ninja Assasin!!
Love Happens
Christmas Carol
...
wow so much!

Twilight 1st!
i stil get to watch it wakaka

i cant wait for karaoke!!!!!
XD
we had crazy monopoly and singing section yesterday!..
wakakakakakakakaka
great time yea man...
=)

a bad day

DAMN ANGRY WITH THOSE LAZY TEAMATES!!!!!!
WAT THE HELL!!!!!!

8 ppl in a group...oh great...
prepared everything and supposed to hand in this morning...
and present at 11am....
de great thing is...
shit load of them is not there even its already 10.30!
shit load of them havent finish their part...
WHAT IS ALL THIS? RUBBISH?
fine... rushing thru it and presented..
didnt went very well....
made me disappointed....

yea yea yea... i know...
lecturer postpone allow submission at the end of de day...
but.. so what?...
must we submit in the end of de day?
its from 12pm!!!!!
all we needa do...
is touch up that god damn

COVER PAGE
CONTENT PAGE
400 WORDS EDITORIAL OVERVIEW
EACH INDIVIDUAL TOPICS (75 words each) 8 topics total
GRAPHICAL LAYOUT
BIBLIOGRAPHY

and what is so hard bout tat?
its 6pm now the CRAP is not done yet...
it took me 20 minutes to think and write 75 words..
another 10 to arrange n place images...
DONE MY INDIVIDUAL TOPIC!!
what is so hard idiot?...

show me all those faces and tell me to relax...
hey come on... i am relaxing..cos i finished mine...
get ur butt up and finish urs....

at 3 and that guy is still struggling to write de...
EDITORIAL OVERVIEW...
guess what?
'i am working on it..i am working on it'

in the end before i leave...
I GAVE THEM THE 250 words of editorial that i wrote...
and tat IDIOT took it and edit it.

And then de bibliography...
planning to pretend it is not needed?
i did mine gave it to him..
each reference with 50 words on the 'book content'...
n no one does it....
what a joke... lecturer say ignore it in presentation..
not REPORT...

i dun care! went home... i dunno r they doin it or not...
tired of those LAZYBUMS

Yea.. happy ending?
...
.
.
CUT THE CRAP & BE COOL
WORK WHEN U R WORKING
RELAX WHEN U R RELAXING


I was so angry the whole day...
keeping myself quiet and see how much time they need...

feels better writing everything out...
=)

INSANE!!!

i work on my portfolio for 24 hours!!!!
believe it or not...
not i am so exhausted =.=
cant sleep..gonna take a bus to uni...
man...i wanna play pool so much!!!

my right ear is painful =(

Emptiness

today...someone thought i am a japanese =.=
mayb its true... haha

like usual.. went for class...
then spent time with belle and david...
went to look for house in Year 2...
kinda good house...
and then went back to Uni to do my portfolio...
....
..
dont know why....
my heart...
is feeling empty today...

one down...
two to go...
portfolio & primer...
m so tired...
give me a bed n i will sleep right now =.=
....
..
sleep sleep i need sleep....
my head feels heavy =.=
sumone give me a punch right now.. lol...
so i can get into sleeping or fainting mode directly =.=

説好的幸福呢?
....
..
mei guan xi ba...
....
..
zi yao ni guo de kai xin...
....
..
wo jiu hui kai xin...
....
..
bie dan xin wo...
....
..
wo hui jian qiang...
....
..
kai kai xin xin de huo xia qu...
....
..
....
..
=)

waiting for my beloved brookes bus =.=

o....wat a brilliant bus...
came 5 minutes earlier and it went away...
once in a blue moon... its earlier than the schedule time =.=
sitting in lobby.. sketching stuffs...
bored man... been doin work for the whole day...
later gonna go relax a bit n continue..
lol...
finally figure out a great idea!!!
hope it goes out well tmr...
finally focus up my idea to create a design.. yeah!..
rox!

after tmr...
is time to prepare portfolio for monday submission...
...cheers..cheers..cheers..
de hard time will be gone soon...
then its time to relax baby!!yeah!!

=)

look forward...
and never look backward again...

IS IT SO HARD TO TAKE CONTROL OF MYSELF?!

HEW WAI HONG!!!!!
BE STRONG!!!
YOU CANNOT LIVE ON 4EVER LIKE THIS!!!
ACCEPT THE TRUTH!!!
DONT BE STUBBORN!!!
CONTROL CONTROL CONTROL!!!

Y IS MY HEART ALL FILL WITH YOU?!
Y DO I FILL MY HEART ALL WITH YOU?!
EVERYWHERE I GO.. EVERYTHING I DO... EVERYTHING I SEE...
IS IT SO HARD TO TAKE CONTROL OF MYSELF?!

HEW WAI HONG!!!
WHERE ARE YOU?!
YOU ARE NOT TAT WEAK!!!
Y DO U LOST URSELF!!!
TAKE OUT YOUR SENSE!!!
TAKE OUT YOUR COURAGE!!!
EVERYTHING IS GONE!!!
ACCEPT IT!!!
WHY DO YOU CARE SO MUCH ABOUT FUTURE?!
WHY DO YOU THINK SO MUCH BOUT NEXT TIME?!
WHY DO YOU MIND SO MUCH ABOUT THE POSSIBILITIES?!
WHY DO YOU CARE SO MUCH ABOUT YOU AND HER?!
STOP CARING!!!!
STOP THINKING!!!
STOP FRUSTRATING!!!

TIME.... IS AN EXCUSE!!!
IT IS YOU THAT WANT TO DO IT OR NOT!
DO IT HONG!! DO IT!!!!!!

YOU MEAN NTH TO HER ANYMORE!!!!
NOTHING ANYMORE!!!!

COME ON! STAND UP!
STAND RIGHT UP
AND DONT BE STUBBORN ANYMORE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


LIVE....
FOR....
WHO....
YOU....
ARE!!!!

Endlless week

this week gonna be a hard week....
terribly hard week...
design submission on 10th..
portfolio submission on 14th..
group work submission on 15th..
gonna struggle everything out this week!

after french test on 18th...
it will be a fun day on 19th =)

having a christmas dinner!! yay!
gonna have lots of food...
lots of fun...
and haha..lots of things!!

my head is feeling painful =(...

cheers

shi shang zhen de you wang qing shui ma?

人生，不会永远好像我们想要的那样去走....
许多事情都不会像想象中的那么完美....
总是要面对分离和失去的一天....
....
..
....
希望你比从前快乐

My Destiny

Kaeritai nagai yoruni boku no munewa mada mayouteniru
kaerenai awai asa ni tsugeta chikai uso ni naru kara
ano koro no bokura no kagega imi tachiagari ugokidasu
you know that I'm still waiting for you

Another day another night
mirai wa soko ni tachi to matte iru keredo
now living without your love
kimi no furueru kata wo omoidashite wa iikikaseteru
ima dake ga setsunai my destiny

Wasuretai kimi no hitomi kimi no namida kimi no tameiki wo
wasurenai ringgu hazushi kimochi karukushi sugosu mainichi
kokoro dake sakende iruyo mou ichido dake tsutaetai
you know that My hearts beating for you

Another way another lie
eien nante shinjiteita aoi toki
but living without your love
kimi to mawarimichi demo teo toriatte arukitakatta
omoide to tokeau my destiny

Futaride ireba kaze mo nami mo kumo mo koerareru kigashita
kanau nara one more chance
jikan wo koe tobitai spread my wing

Another you another me
umare kawatte mo musubarenu omoi naraba
so living without your me
kimi to yumede aetara sore dakedo ii sore dakega ii
itamisae ubatte

Another day another night
imi wa futaride sorezore no michi wo susumu kedo
now living without your love
kimi no yureru matsuge wo omoi dashite wa ii kikaseteru
ima dake ga setsunai my destiny

Portfolio spreeeeee

gonna do homework again....
portfolio submission on 14th dec....
=( sad sad...

Perfection?

Life is never perfect...
and why chase for perfection?
and how is it to be perfect?
i always want to try my best...
and never want to leave things undone...
but sometimes....
things just cant be done or end just when we wanted to...
so let fate and time define its destiny...

rather being perfect...
why not be happy?..
...
..
...
however...
never give up on urself...
and people you care for...
this is me..

smile for the days ahead =)

I am who i am..

i am clear bout wat i want and how i wanna live...
people who don't know me will think tat i am quiet and close up...
people who know me will understand tat....
i care about each and everyone that i am related to...
i know sometimes i do sacrifise for people who i care and love...
because to me... seeing people i care happy makes me more happy...
dun ask me why... bcos i am HEW WAI HONG...
i am not afraid to lose...
i am happy when i did something for myself...
and am happy when i did something for someone i care and love...
i realise i changed so much all this while...
being someone more confident...
someone who knows how to love himself and care for himself more...
i appreciate myself more...
but i dun think i need to change myself about caring for ppl i love...
....
...
....
everyone live to be happy...
i am happy to be who i am....
and am happy when people i love and care are happy...

Curry with Turkey 4 dinneR

still doesn't wanna go to bed =P...
i finally can have a day off man.. hehe...
went tesco today and got myself lots of food to cook...brilliant!
my dinner tonight...
indian curry on turkey...wow


pretty tasty... just not spicy enough...
then we invite our flatmate-mark...
to the kitchen where we always sit in...
this was hilarious...
it goes like tat...

(1) belle, stu, andy and me came up...
(2) initial plan to knock on his door to invite...
(3) then plan change....
(4) i sneak back to my room....
belle pretend knockin on his door looking for me...
(5) finally for de 1st time after roughly...
8 weeks... he came down... bangwall!!

be happy and smile always!

Zeeejiak!!! 'camera sound =.='

i am bored!!!! freezing cold!!!
no outdoor activities and starving without food :(
when back in kl... mayho can cut any style d... lol
so long man my rambut...

been researchin a bit...
and playing with the webcam...
when i am gonna lost all my pimpers...
everyone wanna look good...
me too XD

this pic look a bit gay man :-S

cheers! n sleep well =)

if god gives me a chance....
i will live my life once more with you....
cos the time we spent is the happiest moment in my life....

take care of urself...

finally finished my work!
if u r happy and u know u call my name...
if u r happy n u know n u really wanna show...
if u r happy and u know u call my name... XD
god!.. so tired...
total neck-ache... =.=

EXHAUSTED!
13 HOURS of assignment today =.=
my neck is so painful....
15 more pages to go....
gonna wake up at 6am to get them all out!
tired...bedtime....bed bed pillow... nite...

smile =)

I spent the whole day from 9am to 5pm infront of the laptop man!!!!!!!!
stil not finish yet!!!
i wish sumone can massage my neck :(

Sometimes it takes more than love to be with someone we love...
sometimes it takes more than faith to be able to fall in love...
never be afraid when true love happens....
cos hurting and afraidness are never greater than...
being in love and being who you are...
with a lover in heart

Crazie nites!

didn't write much this 2 days...
was busy relaxing and tired to write... haha...
i woke up at 8am! god... after 4 hours of sleep...
just couldn't sleep back anymore.. XD

thursday night and friday night(last night) were crazy nights! XD
bout 8 of us spend the night in the kitchen...
playing tat crazy new game...
haha forgot the name...
u gonna act and they guess...
u gonna hum a song and they guess...
n loads more... lol...


a baseball game in de kitchen =.=


and Stu madness...



and we walk out into the freezing night!
i onli wore shorts and t-shirt..haha...
guess wat?
David will show us a bit of free running...
and... BACK FLIP...
omg..! he back flip in the air from the wall..cool...
(didn't got photos or videos but look at andy lame flip in video below XD)
choosing jumping spot-ended up using a wall later

belle happily on jojo.. XD



Andy's lame flip =.=



Last night was Georgie's Birthday Party Nite....
we threw a surprise party for her....
done sum eating and drinkin...
and then everyone of us goes down to Regal....
no reason to escape.. =.= have to give face....
haha... me... Stu.. Sam and Andy sit around there....
n this is my 1st time to a club...so this is what clubbing all about...
drinking... dancing... loud music... disco lights...
hmmm.... not my type...

Everyone of us went down to dance...
and they start pushing me to de center...
mayb... i am being wild last nite...haha...
they told me i am a good dancer...
2 blonde gals are behind me...
looking at me dancing...
and came up to me to dance infront of me...
i dance with them for a while...
omg...
i nvr thought i can attract gals by me dancing! bangwall!
James shouted at me...haha...
'Hong you sucks man! Why did u came back to sit here?
She is eye-ing on you when you do your moves...
and rock infront of you 2 times....
15 minutes more you will get her on bed....
Come on... show your man-ness!'

GOD! i sat there... lol...
dance a bit more and 4 of us leave bit earlier...
.....
..
feel relax open up myself a bit last night...
but clubbing is just not my type...
anyway... i have fun last nite...
georgie was extremely happy...
cos she nvr thought i will show up.. haha


Wan ling and her sis and mother are here in oxford...
i took sum time last afternoon... to show them around town...
this is my first time seeing her after 6 years....since 15...
tat was long.. lol...

walk around town and went Christ Church today...


The Christ Church Dining Room (Harry Potter)


The Christ Church Cathedral



Drop by at a cafe to rest our legs...
look at my enormous ice cream...
tasty....ice cream is de best food on earth!
ling...ur fingers ok?...distracting la wei....
she nvr change much..still so de same... n skinny lol...


me...
pretending to eat with the so call spoon-table number...



look at these snow man...
ahem...
ingredients>> big orange...
small orange...
raisins for eye...
pandan leaves for scaft..
cucumber for hat...
corn? for nose...
XD

enjoy life ya!...and always smile sweetly =)

Relax is my mindset now =.=

finish presentation....
finish for today....
well... not satisfied... =.=
she said i have loads of ideas...n done lots of research...
the thing is to.. hold on the a strong idea...n further develop it XD...
also to look more into sensing vibration than hearing music...
needa look into it...

but today...rest first! haha...
never been so free these few days...
gonna watch sum movies XD...

wore my blue strips shirt today...
am happy tat i look better in it..haha...
god... as if i am in luv with myself..bangwal!

didnt feel like cookin tonight...
lets just have sum light dinner... =.=
wanna have fun!

ohya! last nite my ice cream! crazy!!!!!
it vibrate non-stop without image n sound!!
scared me! lucky its fine d...
its one lively phone... so emotional too..XD

cheers.... enjoy ur life =)

cheers! enjoy ur life =)

i miss you

=)

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Brilliant Images!

These are absolutely brilliant!!!
i wanna take good photos like this....
how many years will it take me to do this?..bangwall..
omg... there r so cool and abstract...
try to put your feelings into each of it...
dont just look..but feel them =)

credit to http://www.flickr.com/photos/ecstaticist/2166967214/in/set-72157601800181387/

enjoy... =)